Lord !!!!!!

Momentary love momentary issues all what remains is my master and me
all what remains the day judgement seeks me
all remains is the moment of death
for why not i call him master, when i have submitted my being to my love
the only true love which will go along m life and my grave
ecstasy which comes along is indefinite
i can sing songs of love only for thy !!!!!
thy wisdom thy knowledge thy love thy beauty

u were there with me on that cold day when i was dragged through long ways
u were there when devil in me roared
u were there compliance, possession, elate, gumption, artistry
my heart soon be nothing, but epitome of your love
let my life be this much of a song that gives me a glimpse of thy love  

HOLY CHILD

Holy cure of my heart is here

Want, shyness all are mine

Wicked figure of the mistress snatches my breath

Naked holy beauty, naked fate, naked disaster and naked sin

Pull me to numerous, push me to enormous

Adorn me,I am always yours

In this desire is my strong conviction

"A hope which is almost certain,

A hope which cradles my redemption,"

If the sound of breeze bewilders me, let me play with the beholder

Magical tunes which are aloud in my ears

Adept stands my disaster

Those gushes of silence which swing me high!!!

Swing me high till my mind shapes my disaster!!!

Holy child behold thy seeker!!!

ME AGAIN

                                                               

Enchanted by the misery seekers

What drives me !!!!!!

So persistent and ardent my desire, that it engraves my soul,

For some reasons I think I have found a mate!!!

“happiness is still aloof “

After a long haste thoses temples bells are ringing,

And I see my daemon alive,

Hope is certainty  , in the arms of imagination.

ALAS!!!!!!!

Misery seeker has turned dust

Flesh !!!!!

There was not much want to mourn death

Was not benumbed to be fulfilled

Yes, temples bells did ring, but Gods have there way

TO CRADLE MY AGONY !!!!!

RUDIMENTS

Confrontation of bizarre desires, I never wanted to be coloured

I have always disdain flock

Instead preferred hunt, my nomad never rests,

Its doesn't let me sleep, fall or be,

My nomad never loves generous,

Charmed by kiss of death,

Now its not even about HELL OR HEAVEN,

Love, desire, rain or want,

Its about that INFINITE BLANK,

I want blank to replace all earthly, ruin the rudiments of being

The MAN is no one, I don’t want to paint flesh anymore,

My love is for none, 

There's nothing left of that void and yearning and caprice,

It has all dissolved, all dissolved in blank,

I am still in that dark room,still on the banks of my ruined lake,

Revere has found a holy cure to all malice and vengeance

Waiting for that divine kiss of death that sets me free,

Befooled that child will be on roam someday

Love, Hope and Despair !!!!

Are you my fate, or savior of my or the boy next door .....r my kiddo sweetheart ...

All posibilities i operate,

but only if you knew wat a complex creature am I ....

YOU WOULD NEVER DARE TO EXPLORE !!!!

But yet my insane heart ; bound to roam after u,

Cause no one is as beautiful as mordern world demon ....

i left my faithful partner for you, I left all and all left behind,

Your body against my mind not to speak of comparision, but yet

your touch seeks happiness for me ....

Strangest of all what do u yearn for, I have got nothin for u,

I keep on looking for u and favours u return; strangest strange the whole conflict ....

My artist blames me of messing up with flesh and sclupt,

But for me you are as sacred as his art most devine.....

he utters that i left him in despair ....but i never gave him a single

smile of affection .....to think he is a fool not to be blamed ,

You sit and listen to all.... yet to come home with yours hand around mine,

HERES THE DIFFERENCE IF WORLD COULD SEE U STANDING BESIDES ME

....My pals dont seek you my relations find u strange...

Flickering with beauties they acclaim....

but yours flair for material is nothing to me as long as your eyes console my pain....

Those black blankets which you lay, I love to curl in them...

I love the black world u bring in and never would i peep out ....

Your large arms are mountaineous laps in which shelter i seek !!!!

Fatherly strenght, brotherly care and motherly love combined ...

cannot find a fault in thy, cause in your black expanse is so much love that

years are less to seek,

So how can I frown; for my life is too short to explore the infinite ......

this for dat one unconditional love .....

May b ill nevr find u anyway; cauz ill alwz compare u with m lov

which i lost in storm,,

Night was dark ; waves were high,

skies were mournin, I did know somthin was wrong,

Why I pretended so much; why i din cry apart

wonder till day,

you ill never b that lap

you ill never b the roar

you ill never b infinite

you ill never undersatnd me

you ill never see pains behind smiles

you ill never see brusies under my skin

never ill thy ,,,,,,

so even if i seek somday, I wont get my hands wet ,

cauz ill alwz mak u look small in front of my cradle ,

why din i cry i wonder till day. . . . . . .

I aint mean for your emotional clutches......

its that i am free

release me and let me roam

I aint your sweetheart to be the partner of your misery .........

release me and leme be free,,,

I heard you say may be you want me to stay......

but i want you to come along; alone ........

alone hand in hand all the way..

Dine with me those lovely moments ,

Dont feast my emotions up

Yes i love u but i love Browning too ........

can i leave browning for you ......

do u expect me to..

If its the other way let both of us stray, prey and stay ......

if not theres an invitation

come to the sanitarium........

I am wating for you there..

ill love u at least make you feel

But only if u come along ill be happy ..........

Ill take care and everything ill be alright.......